Κυριακή 25 Δεκεμβρίου 2022

Not two-faced, just too phased.

Nectar of ambrosia
Your glance
Poison lips
Pointing to mine
Piercing eyes
Undressing every secret
Of my mind

Kissing every dark thought
Loving every little detail
Solve me like a riddle
Embrace it
Erase me

Erase me. 

Icepeaks of pain.

I balance between intuitive thoughts
And judging ones
In order to understand the inability to understand.
Black shadows hide behind all kinds of smiles
Like imperfections on a perfect picture
Dark shades, ink spilled in random
Where it is not supposed to be
Then came into life and haunting me.
The rain can clean them all
Even though it might destroy the paper.
And I can finally dissolve among the pages at peace.

Δευτέρα 19 Δεκεμβρίου 2022

Φανταστικά πλάσματα και που να τα βρείτε

Όταν έχεις στο μυαλό σου ένα απίστευτο πρότζεκτ αλλά δεν έχεις τους πόρους να το υλοποιήσεις οπότε τα καλλιτεχνικά δαιμόνια σου δεν μπορούν να ελευθερωθούν και σε τρώνε σε σημείο που αναγκάζεσαι να βγεις να πάρεις αέρα αλλά δεν ωφελεί γιατί είναι συνέχεια μαζί σου όπου και αν πας.
Και σου τρώνε τα σωθικά
Και αναρωτιεσαι αν θα κρατήσει αυτό για καμιά βδομάδα ακόμα.
Και περιμένεις να βρεθεί κάποια νέα ιδέα να σε βασανίσει και να αντικαταστήσει την προηγούμενη
Και αν έχεις τις παροχές να την υλοποιήσεις.
Προς το παρόν μπαίνει κι αυτό στη λίστα των ιδεών.
Στον ζωολογικό κήπο του νου
Γεμάτο με πλάσματα που περιμένουν να τα ταισω.

Κυριακή 18 Δεκεμβρίου 2022

Bury me.

Cold head
Warm heart.

Ashes.
Bone structure made of dirt
Fire and water
Earthy matter.
Spirits of the seven winds.
Calling me.

Corpses burn and decay
And then flourish once again.
Like a phoenix from the ashes we are reborn
We sit among the shadows
On a land of moss and decay
Under a carpet of unspeakable beauty
And a sky of wonders.

Hating every moment of despicable beauty
Because it makes us feel
In a senseless world.

Bury me deep in order to be reborn again.
You.
Looking for me in everyone.
You can't find me in anyone.

Τετάρτη 14 Δεκεμβρίου 2022

A natural distress.

A foggy presence.

Ghosts mirrored

upon the waters

Looking at them

Is like looking at death in the eyes.

Just a gaze of nostalgia

Feeling like a raindrop in a pond

Swearing to reveal my secrets

If I look at them intensely.


Storm overwatering the soil

Like tears kept for years.

Can't you see the forms upon the earth?

The mud will eat it all.

The only way to heal it is to let it go.

All naturally shrink into the soil.

And the water will be cleaned when left alone.

Τρίτη 13 Δεκεμβρίου 2022

Noir

I cannot see myself behind the thick clouds. Pitch black smoke.
Charcoal, was my favourite after all
Draw until I cannot breath
And give myself to paintings.

Maybe I am like Dorian Grey
Decaying while the human out there lives.
Or maybe I am the human
Even though it doesn't feel like I live much.

Black and grey colours guide my spirit
Visions full of colours in a dark background.
I always said that black is all the colours and not white.
After all if I mix the colours all together what I see is just a dark grey medium.
But maybe you cannot see the colours without light as well.
Turn the lights on now to see the horrors.
Black as the void
The painting of my nightmare.

Τα όλα και το τίποτα.

Ανάσα βαθιά
Το αεράκι καθαρίζει την ψυχή
Απαρνήθηκα τους κρύους χειμώνες
Και τα ζεστά καλοκαίρια
Για μια αιώνια άνοιξη 
Και ένα στιγμιαίο φθινόπωρο.
Στην φύση βλέπω μόνο εμένα
Και τον εαυτό που μου στέρησαν.
Αυτόν που ρίζωσε δίπλα από δέντρα 
Και ήπιε νερό από τη βροχή
Κοιμήθηκε με το νανούρισμα της νύχτας
Ακούγοντας τα κύματα
Πάνω στο γρασίδι.
Κοιτώντας τα αιώνια βουνά
Γλυπτά της φύσης μόνο.
Μητέρα καλλιτέχνιδα.
Κοιτώντας τον ορίζοντα ίσως να σου τα δείξει.

Τα δώσαμε όλα για το τίποτα
Τα πήραμε όλα δίχως να δώσουμε τίποτα.
Και φλέγεται το πνεύμα για το τίποτα.

Κυριακή 11 Δεκεμβρίου 2022

Burning bridges.

Instead of burning that bridge, I accidentally set myself on fire.
Now it is too late for rain.
May the flames guide my way out of the darkness of that night. 
I will cross that bridge even if I am already on fire.
If I go, then I take it with me.
May the fire obliterate that path, so I never have to cross it again
During this lifetime.

Τετάρτη 7 Δεκεμβρίου 2022

Fertile fields

I see people as fertile fields, you can always sow them, plant the seed and maybe one day it will blossom into something great, sometimes it will die because of the lack of proper care, sometimes it will become a tree, and others will enjoy its shadow or their fruits. Even if something doesn't grow right away there is a chance it will if you just plant the seed. It also depends on the land. Some fields are very dry, others are full of life, green as meadows. Everything goes around if it is gonna rain, the wheel turns, and maybe at some point, the parched earth will bloom.
Like a scorched forest it will be reborn from the roots and the waters,
like the phoenix it will be reborn from its ashes. It is pure magic to sow these seeds of spirit and then wait for the big change.
Sometimes it's very hard to happen, sometimes you can see that the
ground is ready for the change. So, are you ready?