Romance in despair.

When nihilism fell in love with romance
how could they be together
when the one always wanted
and the other always kill

When the sun gone down
were they all of them dismissed
and started following the trail
of the neverending east

What if they couldn't touch each other
whatever they had felt
they kept looking each other
and in pain they said:

"Why are you struggling to go away
when you want to be with me"
"Why are you trying to stay
when you are about to leave"

Nothing ever moved on
Because they never look at now
While the one stared through the future
with despair
the other wanted to refuse it
like always
again

And finally they closed their eyes
both of them in peace
and fell in deepest sleep
now if they are dreaming
they can be together still.

Should they dream of chaos
and blackness after all
or should they fly like fairytales
and feel each others love?

What fate could lie beneath them
when nothing is genuine
when life is not a choise
uknown is the will.