Pain. Change.

I want you to die someday
in the cold
just to see how it feels.
Just to feel the pain running in your veins.

I want you to crawl
to bend at your knees
crying in silence
for mercy
from yourself.

I wanna see that
not because I hate you
but because you will never understand
how much you cannot change
without destruction
without a cut inside your soul

because you need chaos to break through you
so that the light can lead the way
from the emptiness
inside your heart.

Without a crack it won't go deep.
Without the pain it won't stay there.
Without this way
you are never gonna change
at all.